12.30.2005

I'm sorry, God

I'm coming to realize a lot these days. I once had a counselor talk to me about being sorry for the damage I'd done to myself. I "kind of" got it that day. But recently, I'm starting to see more and more of bad decisions I made in my past and how they affect me today. I blamed a lot of people and I blamed God for most of it. How come He didn't do anything? Well, He probably was trying but I was doing things my way. So now I say...

I'm sorry, God.

I'm sorry for not trusting You and for not letting You take care of me. I've got a ways to go but I'll put my best foot forward and I pray that you make me perfect in love, I cast my anxiety on You for you care for me, please renew my mind and create in me a new heart -- that I'm motivated out of love and trust for You.

"It is to the man who loves Him that Jesus reveals Himself even more fully. Obidient, trusting love lends to a fuller and a fuller revelation. ... No evil man can receive the revelation of God. he can be used by God, but he can have no fellowship with God. It is only to the man who is looking for Him that God reveals Himself. ... Fellowship with God, the revelation of God, are dependent on love; and love is dependent on obedience (as cited by Willam Barclay, 'The Gospel of John')."

-- From "Enjoying Intimacy with God," J. Oswald Sanders, p. 75-76


To my friends, family, brothers and sisters, I'm sorry that I haven't given you my best. In the new year, I'll do better. Let's press on together.

Much love.

In Christ,

CD

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Anonymous said...

God please forgive me of all of my sins ......

Anonymous said...

God please forgive me of all of my sins.....

Anonymous said...

Dear god thank you for all the blessings you've given me and my family..thank you so much for helping me to stay focus .....I love you.......

Anonymous said...

God I know you've given me so much and I want you to know that I will help those people that needs help....thank you once again...AMEN

Anonymous said...

Please forgive me that I have sin...god I m so sorry.......

Anonymous said...

That's okey god I understand ...I know I'm cursed....thank you anyways for everything

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Anonymous said...

God please forgive me for I have sin against you!I'm lost and out of control...again please lord forgive of my sins.....thank you

Anonymous said...

I'm very very sorry for what I had said bout you please forgive me....

Anonymous said...

Dear god I know u have been good to me and I'm really sorry for the way I have been acting....please forgive me of all my sins and please help me to act like the way you do....please drive away all the evil spirits around me and help me to be more like you....AMEN

Anonymous said...

Deargod I know that I have been very bad..please except my last forgiveness and forgive me with all my sins....I will be a change person from now on, no matter what happens...please bring me luck as I go in this journey and I promise you ...I WILL BE A CHANGE MAN...thank you..

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Anonymous said...

I had sex with a maid when I was four. I don't want anyone messing around with that issue. Now, I am addicted to porn. Porn has to be stopped. People will greatly overcome porn if the medium of porn websites are closed. I overcame my porn desires when I had no access to the internet but now, it came back. I am painfully typing this after watching porn. Please don't leave your children to be looked after y maids. they can do what they did to me to your children.

Anonymous said...

Why me always...why

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Anonymous said...

Please forgive me of all my sins,I'm lost of words god but I want you to know that I'm very very sorry for all the things that I had said. Please forgive and I will not say or do those things ever again. Amen

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Anonymous said...

Dear god please forgive me with all of my sins....I will never let that happen again and please help me to get better....thank you

Anonymous said...

May our heavenly God have mercy on all of us...AMEN

Anonymous said...

Cool. Me too!

Anonymous said...

Dear Jesus,I would like to thank you from the bottom of my heart for the journey that you allowed me to walked through.You have taught me so many things which I wouldn't be ever learned or experience If you never allow me those journey. I would now want to apologise for not being a good mortal for myself and my little family and my friends too.I do regret those things so badly' I wished that I could turn the clock back so I can do things differently but I can't. Father I am so ashameof myself but I knew you have forgiven me. Please whatever left of my life please take it and use it in your service.I pray that you give me the desire of my heart to spent the rest of my life commited to your service. Take my little family my children and my grandchildren and bless them and use them for your service too.
Love you so so much.

Anonymous said...

Although I'm doing the usual, normal routine of a good Christian, deep, deep down inside me, the place where nobody can see but God, I know, I have broken His heart over and over again. And every time I break His heart, i just want to weep and vanish. I know I love the Lord, but I just could not seem to pass the test. I just keep failing and doing the things that I know He hates.
I'm so sorry Lord, forgive me, please don't give up on me. Please don't let me go. Please don't get tired of hearing my 'sorry's. Please don't stop thinking of me and caring for me. YOU are the only treasure I have in this life and I don't know what to do without YOU. Please don't be silent. Shake me, be angry with me, rebuke me, but don't give up on me.

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Anonymous said...

Yeah the last bit was lovely,,in not over enthusiasts with the used by god bit,,but I've never read the bible,until today i wasn't sure i believed in god,,but this evening,,in getting signs from someone,,n like most use god as a crutch when left unsure of things,,so i say ,thankyou to j,c,,you the man,,n its the little things,that can mean the most x

Simon said...

I came here a couple of years ago feeling condemned and just wanted to say sorry and be sorry and i felt sorry! Now i realize that yes i needed to say sorry and turn away from the wrong that i had done, but also that i needed to say sorry no more as by gods grace i was saved no longer condemned i had gained freedom through Jesus sacrifice so, be sorry, turn from your wrong doing, and walk toward a condemnation free walk with God :)

Anonymous said...

Please God help sk wyverns win in baseball Korea....thank you...tonite help them win please!

Anonymous said...

So inspiring to see so many of God's children are turning back to Him .
We are all sinners and have His unconditional love and forgiveness , no matter what
He will always love us and He is ALWAYS there for us , not only when need him , but also there when we think we don't need Him .
We are all blessed to have such a wonderful Father in Heaven .

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